Keep Beating, My Rocking Heart

Pearl Jam playing at Rogers Arena, in Vancouver, BC.

It took 20 years, but I finally got to see Pearl Jam in concert for the first time last week. The experience was so beautiful and powerful that it has stayed with me for many days.  It also made me realize one thing: even though I love many, many things, and I enjoy and love many types of music, I remain a rocker at heart.

Maybe it’s just that I am getting older, but I tend to get emotional at concerts. The Pearl Jam show was no exception. Still, I think it was not just my tendency to get emotional that got me to feel something very special that day, but the realization of the power and life-affirming nature of a rock show. Maybe long-time fans of the band have known this, and I was just missing out. Or maybe it was a special night. I don’t know. I guess it was the powerful combination of finally seeing one of the most important bands of my generation and realizing that even if we are all older, we still have it in us: that hunger for purity, for innocence, for what is right, for integrity and hope. Yeah, it sounds very romantic, but that’s what I got from that show.

They started the night with “Oceans,” Eddie Vedder’s voice soaring beautifully across the arena; the chills started then and continued for the next three hours. Their stage was very simple, with no big screens or massive set designs, so the band, and especially Eddie Vedder, never felt separate from the crowd.  Rather, I felt the band was right there with the audience, feeling the collective hope in the power of music to keep you engaged and alive. They played many songs from Ten, and I was reminded again that you never know how much you love a band and how much a song has influenced you until you hear it live. They also played many songs from Lightning Bolt, their last album. To my great pleasure, the Vancouver crowd was as much into the new songs as the older material.

lighting bolt

One of the most amazing moments of the night was when the band did a cover of “Mother” from Pink Floyd’s The Wall. Hearing Pearl Jam cover Pink Floyd and Eddie talk about Roger Waters was a beautiful moment for anybody who grew up listening to both bands.

It was not only the incredible energy of the show that made the show memorable; it was also the band’s musicianship that brought it all together for me. I was not expecting any less since I have listened to many live performances and watched many concert videos of the band.

Thanks to my brother’s suggestion, we bought tickets for seats behind the stage, and they were the most amazing seats I have ever had. Because their stage was so simple and unadorned, we had a perfect view of the whole band. So even from behind, we felt the full power of Mike McCready’s playing. He was like a caged animal walking in circles on his corner of the stage, just waiting to let it all out through his painfully beautiful solos. Bassist Jeff Ament had a crazy energy, jumping and playing with the low-hanging lights,  but he never missed a beat. It was also a treat for my husband, a drummer, to see all the details of Matt Cameron’s playing; he’s one the greatest rock drummers out there.

Eddie Vedder, one of the most beautiful voices in rock,  was the voice of thousands that night as the crowd repeatedly followed his lead and sang along to almost every song. Vedder, drinking from an enormous bottle of wine,  talked to people in the audience, commented on their signs, and even passed along the wine to those just in front of the stage. We may have been at a small pub, listening to the band during its earlier days. In fact, Vedder reminisced about those early days and memorable visits to Vancouver, to which the crowd responded with huge cheers. The band played two extended encores that included “Yellow Moon,” “Better Man,” and “Alive” and still, in the end, brought members from their opening band, Mudhoney, to the stage to play one last song. It was incredible.

By this time, it was almost midnight, and all the lights in the arena were on. But the crowd kept singing, and the band kept playing. I don’t recall ever seeing a Vancouver crowd so happy and so loving of a band, and they got it all back. I was moved to tears. This show was a true lightning bolt through my heart.

Click here to see their set list for the night.

2 thoughts on “Keep Beating, My Rocking Heart

Leave a reply to ade2709 Cancel reply